Jasper/Bella
Chapter 14
JPOV
“How do you feel about this Jas?”
“Bella, I would prefer to have this conversation when I’m not driving a truck through random towns. Can we delay this? I want us to do this right.”
“What does that mean? Are you trying to tell me you don’t feel this?” I started waving my hand back and forth between us.
“No Bella, that’s not what I’m saying. I just don’t want to fuck this conversation up, and I wasn’t expecting to have it in the cab of my truck.”
“Ok Jasper, tell me what you thought about that kiss?” I could feel his lust and desire as he chose to answer me without words. “And what are we going to do about it?”
“Bella.” He said with a pleading warning to his voice. He kept looking back and forth between me and the road. “Please, this all new to me too. You’re new to this life. I don’t want you to feel like I’m taking advantage of you being a newborn.”
“You think you would be taking advantage of me?”
“Bella, no, I would not take advantage of you. That’s why I want us to be in a reasonable place when we talk about this. I can feel what you are feeling Bella. You need to know me Bella. This mate thing isn’t just purely physical.”
“But what if I want you now Jasper? Physically.” I kept looking at him, and I wanted him. I wanted to run my hands in his hair and trace my tongue down his neck to his collarbone. I continued my mental perusal going down his body as I could feel my arousal build. His nostrils flared and his eyes went wide, but he kept his eyes on the road.
“Play fair Bella.” He tried to send calm into the cab, but I breathed in his scent deep keeping my arousal high.
I’ve never felt this kind of pull ever and I wasn’t about to deny my desires, but if he was worried about taking advantage of me and I have physical needs, I can take care of them myself right? “Jasper? What is fair?” I pulled the lever to the seat in the truck and leaned it back. I closed my eyes and breathed in his scent.
“Bella, what are you doing?” Alarm poured off him, as did his arousal. He he.
“I’m being fair Jasper.” I ran one hand up my stomach up under my shirt to my breast, while my other hand unbuttoned my jeans slowly pulling them open. I rested my hand just below my belly button and dipped my finger just below the lace edge of my underwear.
“Bella, I promise you, that this is NOT fair.” His anxiety, alarm and desire filled the cab of the truck, if the pressure got any higher, the windows might crack.
“Jasper” I pulled a ragged breath in. “I just need to take care of this; this need.” I dipped my hand below and plunged my fingers into myself. “Right here.” I whimpered.
“Jesus fuckin’ Christ.” He turned the truck off the road swerving onto a dirt road and slamming on the breaks. That caused me to slide down more on the seat. I started to move my hand, my fingers deep inside me and the palm of my hand pressing on my clit. “Bella, I would prefer that our first time not be in the cab of my truck. “ He said as he turned off the truck.
“I’m not making you do anything Jasper.” I panted. He grabbed my legs and swung them his direction, pulling my jeans and underwear off in one fail swoop.
“Aw sweets, you are fuckin’ soaked.” He watched me move my hand in and out of myself , I could feel my climax just beyond my grasp. I was crawling toward the ledge of the cliff, I just needed to get myself there. He leaned down and licked between the fingers I was thrusting into myself, then grabbing my wrist and pulling my fingers into his mouth. He moaned loudly. I sat up slightly to watch him as he looked up to me, pulling each and every finger into his mouth as he swirled his tongue around each one, getting every drop of my arousal. He lowered his head again keeping eye contact with me as he ran his tongue over my clit with firm pressure first and moved back down between my folds, drinking me in. His left hand moved up my thigh to rest his hand on my pelvic bone as he pushed the skin on my mound back ever so slightly as he slid fingers from his right hand into me. My hands slid into his hair, pulling him closer to me.
I couldn’t form the words in my mind as jibberish stuttered from my mouth. ”Oh Jas, ah, aw god, oh Jas, ah..” I could feel the onslaught of tension start to ball in my stomach. In this new vampire body, all of the sensations were so much more than I remember as a human. As Jasper continued his ministrations of fucking me with his fingers and licking my folds; I rode the sensations higher and higher. Jasper put his tongue on my clit and gave it a merciful suck and hummed.
My whole world shattered around me. I screamed Jasper’s name, several thank you’s to deities’ unknown and gasped for air as I rode out my orgasm. He continued his magic and I rode the pleasure train for what felt like hours. I finally let go of his hair and stared at the magician looking up at me from between my legs. “Wow.” I breathed out.
Phew.. damn. I so did not need to read that before school.. but I did..
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